Sometimes it takes a village. You may feel that sometimes you’re always the first one there and the last one to leave. Especially if you have water in your chart. A part of you may still be trying to compensate or even overcompensate for an aspect of your childhood. If some of you lost a best friend physically or you just went your separate ways then you may feel that this was the person that kept you grounded. Overindulging in the simpler pleasures of life may help you forget temporarily. We all make mistakes and some of you may have became parents when you weren’t ready. Did you ever get a chance to really experience childhood when it seems you had to grow up faster than everyone else? And you still hold on to this grudge. Or you may still be hanging on to a grudge with someone who you have a child with. People may not understand why you get angry or frustrated. But you just want them to love you in the same way you love them. Some of you may be going through separations or divorce and it could be the final curtain call. A relationship may be bringing up old trauma in you that may remind you of how you felt discarded as a child. Some of you may be being hard on yourself when it comes to your looks. So what do you do? You find ways to look better, even if that means altering you appearance physically. You may be stuck in a cycle with someone who you keep trying to start over with and you get nowhere. Some of you could be dealing with cancers or people with cancer placements are heavily on your mind. You keep thinking about the last text you sent to this person or the last letter you wrote. Do you feel like they left you when you needed them the most? Secretly you feel abandoned by someone you really loved who may not be in your life anymore. And this may be the person you share a daughter with or water sign child. You may not know how to be a parent because someone didn’t parent you. Or you may not know how to love because someone didn’t love you. There’s disappointment around a mother figure. There also may be lies or deceptions around if someone really loves you for you or they love you because they don’t know if they can find someone else. Stop lying about your feelings and stop glossing over how you feel. You wish you could tell every person how much they hurt you. But what’s done is done. It’s time for you to rest now and focus on your own healing. A mother may be cold towards you, but her own internal battle keeps her stuck in a phase in her life that she has a hard time putting behind her. Things don’t always work out as planned, but slow down a bit because you may be trying to move on even though your soul still craves for the past. You can’t keep running back to it if it hasn’t been working. This cycle has to end and the angels can’t speak any louder than they’ve already spoke. When are you going to want better for yourself?
Song: Fragile- Sting
Release, Renew, Replenish
I’m here for you
Pray today, tomorrow and the next day